Depth

You can never know what someone has in mind, what they’re thinking. 

You might see them smiling but little do you know about the storm inside them.

We are all different. Some are like the inland sea; open, little to hide and shallow.

While others may be mysterious like the depth of the ocean; not knowing whatever

lurks within and is not as calm as the waters in the inland sea. 

I would, if I may, refer myself to be like the deep blue sea. As the sea is vast, 

I have yet to truly understand myself. Yet, day by day I start to learn little by

little about myself.

The problem about me being in a relationship is that I tend to take things too 

serious and I would always end up in confusion. I am not the type to think that 

everyone would be attracted to me. I might be too blinded by unsureness that 

I don’t really see what’s there in front of me. I am a coward because over the 

past relationships I’ve been in, I didn’t try to stop the other half from leaving.

 I am not heartless, I do have a heart. It’s just that I don’t know what to do when

it reaches that point…

People change, I’ve changed. I’ve learned from my mistakes and choose to 

mend myself and better myself. Sometimes I wish I would just meet someone 

who would truly understand me, better than myself...