The world is moving so fast that you're not really sure
where you're standing at the moment. Everything is just too much for you to handle.
Its almost as if the world is suddenly becoming unfair, why only now?
And at times you feel that nobody can understand you;
nobody is there to stand by you when you need someone the most.
You're surrounded by people but all you can hear is the thoughts raging inside
your mind. Insecurity, loneliness & lost. Yes that's the word I was looking for....
L o s t.
I remembered about how it is;
when everything seems to be going well, its only the matter of time
for the wheel to turn and make everything upside down.
Who knows right?
This change that I have right now,
its good but at the same time I miss how it was back then.
All of those negative and deep thoughts running down from my veins to the edge
of my fingertips and onto writing.
Confused. I am so confused.
You suddenly don't know if you're doing the right thing,
although its what you've dreamt for since you're 15.
Why must everything be so complicated when it seem so simple on the outside.
Sometimes you just wish to run away from everything but you know
that sooner or later you have to come back to face the monster that has been chasing you
all these years. Sometimes you just feel like screaming at the top of your lungs. That monster that you thought have given up on chasing you;
you never knew because you were too afraid to look back and just kept running until you
feel like that's enough.
