Choices

Choices, some choices we have will change our future forever.
I have to make a choice in less than 4 months. A choice that will affect my future.
I really don't know which to choose.
I'm clueless.

Demons

Over thinking makes up problems that's unreal.
The real demon is yourself.

The Road

One decision leads to another.

I went out with my friends today and I came across this one quotation.

I can't really recall the exact words that were used but it meant to say that

you won't really know how precious one moment is until it has become a plain memory.

Perhaps why I love to take photographs is that I love to cherish the moments and

I would like to remember these moments in later years. I may or may have not mentioned about this 

but this is me. I just love it. 

I will come across a junction in this road of life in less than half a year.

I will be leaving my friends and family in order to proceed to the next

chapter in life but for sure I won't forget those who means the most to me.

My friends are my everything. I just love them like family. They bring happiness to

this dull life of mine. Perhaps they are the reason why I'm still moving strong. Maybe...

I just can't stand the thought that we will split ways in less than a year...

I hope they will be near me when they pursue their dream. 

Perhaps I haven't mentioned about the dearest people in my life,

my trio, the sloths. Preston, Elcy and Melissa.

They are my happy pills. =)

I don't know what I would do without them.

I might just let my tears run down my face when graduation.

I'll miss them by loads. 

Perhaps the title for this post has nothing to do with the content,

but for sure you guys know that I normally talk about bull so that's fine for me.

I love you guys forever,

You guys have a special space in my heart.

Thank you for the past years we've been together,

May God bless our friendship for eternity.

Trust

Trust, perhaps there's more than its meaning as a word.
Perhaps its the cure we've been searching for.
We have to trust one another in order to let go of the
burden that's set in your mind and soul.

I learned to trust. I feel better.
I trust that my friends won't let themselves fade away.
They know that I need them.
They know that I can't live without them.
I trust them.

Its been a great relief to know that
one single thing could change dozens.
I feel as if a great burden has been lifted upon my shoulders.

Learn to trust, everything will fall to pieces.

Thanks for reading :)

Broken

How do you mend a broken soul ?
As you know darkness lurks within this wall of haze.
What would you do if you know there is no cure?
All your hope shatters as you know its impossible for someone to mend you.
All you want to do is to escape this labyrinth, but when all prevails,
all that you want to do is to cry.
 
Crying helps... at least for awhile.


As quoted in tfios,
"The world isn't a wish-granting factory."

I agree. You have to fight for the things that you want.
But what if what you want is something you can't fight for?
Perhaps because its something non-physical ?

All I want now is peace in my heart and soul.
My old self is gradually fading away.
Being broken means you are living your life differently than before.
To live on with a few shattered pieces missing.
Its just not the same.

I know I need someone but I don't know who that someone is.

Until next time,
thanks for reading.

Random

Enjoy whatever and regret nothing.

I've learned something valuable these past few years.

Its something that you won't regret doing.

That something is trying new things.

It won't hurt you and the experience gained are precious !

I used to be afraid of trying new things and now that I think of it,

I regret for not trying and I've wasted loads of opportunities that could

possibly bring bliss to me.

A shout out to everyone out there,

just try new things that would bring good to you !

You will start to enjoy life more and it helps to bring the best of you.

Thanks for reading :)

Lost

Why do we only realize how precious something is when its gone forever?

Its sad. Sad to think about it.

I wonder how many people would come to my funeral,
How many would shed their tears when I'm gone?

Death is something inevitable.

When you die, they will remember you for your good deeds, only for awhile that is.
Then they will move on and just forget about you.
You see, suicide is not an answer to anything.
Although it sounds so inviting at times but you have to think
about it thoroughly.

It's useless.

Learn to appreciate what you have before its gone, before that someone is gone.
Choose your friends carefully. Some will only use you and some will stand by you
at your lowest. Who you befriends with will impact you emotionally.

Perhaps the ones you thought would be there for you when you needed them,
will only abandon you when they've found a better option.

Its sad but its true. I know because I'm going through the same situation.