Tranquility

Hello guys,

How have you guys been so far? Its been a long journey since I've first arrived here in Melbourne. I met a lot of people and I learned a lot too. Its just a month away until I graduate from Foundation studies. I'm off to study psychology on February at the same university. I only have a month worth of break and I'd have to come back to Melbourne.

The first year has been full of ups and downs. Thankfully I was able to manage. I hope my friends were able to do the same too where they're studying.
I don't wanna be all deep and depressing in this post so I'll just pretend I'm talking to you directly.

It's been really hot here in Melbourne, presumably since summer is finally here. It was 40 degrees yesterday and thankfully earlier this evening it rained. I wonder how the weather is back in KK....
A lot will be happening since its near the end of the trimester as well as since christmas and new year is just around the corner. I just can't wait for the course to end so I can enjoy cheap food and drive around the city like I'd normally do in KK.

This trimester, I only have to sit for 3 exams and do one final oral examination for a research design project. My flight is on Saturday but my last paper would be on Thursday. Better enjoy the few days before going back to Malaysia I guess. heh.

That's it for this post.
I wish you guys a happy holiday.

The Sky

Hello guys,

I know its been awhile.

I bet everyone have had those moments where you just feel empty in your heart.

It won't show when you're around people, it shows only when you're at the comfort of your room where you sit alone as your mind wanders to a place unreachable by man.

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To be honest, I don't really know why I named this post as "The Sky". It just happens to me that whenever my mind drifts into the darkness; there's one thing that I would always do. I look towards the sky. When I need comfort, I just look up and see how vast the sky is. When I feel like giving up, I look up to the sky and say to myself, that's the place I belong. No doubt my journey reaching there is filled with obstacles that I have to reroute myself for the sake of my family as well as myself.

Like all things have two sides; light and dark, hope and despair and many other things you can think of. Its the same for the sky. In the morning, you can see that the sky is a sign of hope for another chance to redeem yourself for the past and when its at night; even in the darkness there's light.

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You're lost. Your mind is adrift. All you feel is a hole inside your heart. A hole that can be felt by you and you only. You don't know what to feel. Everything seems to darken as you try to take control of yourself. The only way is to give in...

A moment after, your tears come flowing down. You feel the warmth of the tears; drop.  Its okay to feel sad. Its okay to feel empty. Even if there's no reason behind it. 

That's it for this one guys,

take care.