True Friend

Isn't it weird that you somehow feel better after breaking down ?
I feel light chested, stress-free, and somehow better.

I don't want to be the kind of person who keeps on posting negative things on blogger but I can't help it. Blogger is the only place I can write everything down. People might judge me but they don't know who I am and the story behind my smile.

I find comfort from friends. I am happy when I see them happy. At least I can have a little taste of warmth, of being welcomed, and cherished whenever I'm with them. I don't normally open up to people because most of society will only judge me directly. But then, people who know the story behind the smile that I put on everyday will understand me well.

I feel like I'm nothing most of the time, I feel like I'm just like hydrogen in the air. I do not  have any function. That changes when I'm with my friends. They make me feel like I'm special, a part of something that they don't want to lose, and most importantly, I can finally feel happy whenever I'm around them. I'm gravely touched from my best friends' birthday wish, they use the term "You're my best friend, I'm thankful to have you in my life." I finally feel like I'm needed, not just a decoration of some sort. I actually mean something to people.

I am in debt to two people, two people that understand my tale well enough to accept me and to always be there for me. The one that chose to cherish me. Listen to everything I say and gain something from it. I can't go to them this time because I don't want to be any burden to them because I know that they're having a rough time too. At least all I can do is offer a helping hand like what they did to me when I needed it. I love you guys so much.

You, you listened to my tale and even though you didn't have anything to say. I know you deeply understood what I was trying to say. You didn't judge me and instead you chose to sacrifice your own needs or ego. We're both in a mess now. I'm here to say that I can always lend you a helping hand whenever you need it. You've been there for me almost every time I needed someone to talk to, this is the least I can do to you. I know I'm a nuisance but I'm glad that you spared your time to listen to my problems. You don't know how much you've helped me along this journey of mine. I'm greatly in debt to you. I can rip off my wings just to let you fly. It saddens me to see you with a broken smile. You've helped to repair mine and I guess I should do the same to you. I'll cherish the moments that I've spent with you and our friends better starting now.

You, you are a different version of me but still, we can relate to each other. Even if the problems we're both facing are different, we can still understand well each other. When I first met you, I never thought that I would be this close to you. We're a Team. Like the fictional characters that we use to somehow relate to, in real life we are still a team. We all have strength deep within but you know you can't possibly stay strong forever. Sometimes you have to break down and regain your strength. You thought that you're alone, well I'm alone too. I'm the Haruno nonetheless. With all that strength you have inside you, you hope to pull everything back to the way it was. To its original state, our friendship I mean. I mean all three of us. You're a blessing in my life, heck you both are. I hope that our friendship will last for years to come.


Thanks for reading this awfully long post. Well it's been a very emotional day for me.
May God Bless You All for reading this post of mine.

1/11/13 Part 2

3/4 of the Sloths United

Best friends of the year =D

Introducing my classmates ; Raimi, Asly, Daphne, Fiona, May

Actually May isn't from our class but who cares. LOL

A so called complete photo of the Sloths United but then it still doesn't count

So many pictures to post, I had to collage a few to reduce the lvl of annoyance. 

1/11/13

4S2 (2013) - we truly are a family =)

 

January felt like yesterday and here I am sitting in front of my laptop

thinking on what to do during this 2 months holiday. I will surely miss my friends of 4S2.

If I have a wish, I would wish for this year to repeat itself.

Everything is in fact better this year than last year. I met people that made changes

in my life. I never thought that I would get overly attached to these people and

it saddens me to think that I might not be in the same class as them next year.

"Life is an adventure, it does not stop for anyone."

I wish I can be in the same class as my current classmates next year.

Why must the school change student's classes and label them based on their

exam marks. Oh dear, life has more to teach than sitting on a chair for 8 hours a day.

I hope to see something better for the school next year.

To those who are sitting for SPM soon, I wish you all best of luck.

Memories last longer with a picture than without it.

It saddens me to think that I might not have enough pictures for this year.

Everything seems to fly fast and I can't have enough of it.

I'll update again later for some pictures.

Thanks for dropping by =)