Monday, 26 January 2015

Fashion


Hello people,

As most of you would've known by now, my new blog will be all about fashion and lifestyle.
Truthfully, I've always wanted to start a fashion blog but I've never had the chance to go on with it.

Well I guess its true that one thing leads to another that me moving to Melbourne would mean me pursuing my personal goals and ambitions.

I may not have much knowledge for now, but the world is a vast place filled with people and knowledge. I know that if you just believe, things will fall the way you hope for it to be. With the correct mindset that is. Well, making the first step is always the hardest right? 

I hope you guys will enjoy my new blog as much as you do on this one. Time sure flies fast,
two more weeks before pursuing my studies!

Wishing you guys a good day,
Mizan Ahmad.

Tuesday, 20 January 2015

Luna's Tenebris Part III Flos



The birds sang a glorious melody that woke me up from my slumber. I opened my eyes slowly to see him still in the couch. A smile carved on my face as I remembered the way he kissed my hand the night before. My heart rate tripled its pace as I saw him lay asleep there with the sunlight that was coming from the window next to him. He shone like an angel. Perfectly still. The sound of the bed spring woke him up as I was about to get up to put a blanket over him.

“Good morning, my Lady,” he said while rubbing his eyes.

“Good morning to you too,” I was trying to get off the bed and stand but it seemed like I hadn’t heal fully from the drop.

“Do you need help? Should I call the nurse?”, his face showed only signs of worries.

I shook my head and said, “Never mind, it’s okay. I can do this.”

……………………………………………………………..

My phone rang, it was Kate again. She panicked when she knew that I was admitted to the hospital. She was around the area and decided to visit me since no relative of mine were around. She was like family to me. We grew up together in a small town a few kilometres from where I live now. I had nobody else now…

Arthur stood up as soon as I hung up the call.

“Where are you going?” it came out more like a shout.

“I should be going now since your friend will come over soon.”

“I think it would be good for me to pay for your deeds, how about dinner?”

“Dinner? Miss Vasiliev, don’t worry on paying my deeds since I did what I thought was wise.”

Disappointments washed over me when words pierced my heart like a thousand needles. It must have shown on my face, he must’ve had noticed.

“Saturday, around 7pm. I’ll pick you up, my lady” he handed over his card to me.

Weird as it was, the card had the same symbol as his tattoo. What does this symbol represent?
I’d seen it before. I was sure of it.

……………………………………………………………..

Kate entered the room minutes after Alex went away. Kate was holding something in her hand, a box. I recognize that box straightaway, it was decorated with pictures of flowers, red and pink roses. It was back when we were a child that Kate’s mother brought us to go to the town for grocery shopping. Kate and I were strolling around the decoration aisle when we found this beautiful box. Kate’s mother was reluctant to buy it for us at first, she changed her mind after a few minutes of annoyance from both her friend’s daughter and hers. We used it to store ‘precious’ items; mostly junks that we found from strolling in the woods.

Kate sat down near my bed and opened the box. This was part of my childhood that I will always cherish, although my past was still blurry to me, I could still recall good memories that came by. I lost my parents when I was 5. Kate’s mother was a good friend of my mother so she took me in and treated me as her own. She started acting weird when I was 15. She mentioned that I was a curse and that I should’ve died along with my parents. She was then put into a mental institute for delusional disorder when I was 16. I could still recall what she said when she was dragged away by two men dressed in white, “The darkness is after you Luna, they came for me and they will come for you!” Kate and I had to move in with her uncle, not long after I turned 18, Kate’s mother killed herself in her room by hanging herself. That was the day that both Kate and I had to toughen ourselves up and be strong independent young women.

Remembering all those bad memories, I didn’t want to see what was inside the box. That was until…..

Faith

Faith means everything.
Everything we do, everything revolves around faith.

Never lose faith in somebody.
Faith is all we need to change people.

Thursday, 15 January 2015

Numb



When you've been through a lot of pain, the only feeling you have left is numbness.

Tuesday, 13 January 2015

Identity


Who are we really? Why do we copy the actions of others?
What is the thing that truly defines an individual?

Society had shaped us to become what they deemed to be normal and ideal. Why must we follow the voice of majority? Will killing someone seem to be a normal thing if a majority of people said yes?
The voice of majority does not always prove that that something is right. We all are forced to become a square when all along, we as individuals have distinctive shapes and sizes. And when someone refuses to reshape and wants to stay the way he/she is, that person is labeled as a freak or a weirdo.

What was the main cause for someone to copy the action of others? To fit in? Note this, you can never turn yourself into someone else despite of all effort. Be yourself, do not copy what other people want or do. Actions will lead into reactions or might as well be labeled as effects. While trying to be someone you're not, you might have just lost your own true self.

What do you think that makes you, well, you? As I've mentioned a lot of time, love yourself first.
If you don't care about making yourself happy and care for  what others think to the extent that you make yourself feel crappy about it, just stop giving a damn about what others think. You can never please society as it is filled with narrow mindedness. 

I don't really know why I'm writing this.
To all copycats, please just stop copying others and please just be yourself.
To all crappy souls who have not been completely destroyed by the idea of acceptance from society,
just stop and be yourself.

Most important of all, just be happy.

Thanks for reading.

Sunday, 11 January 2015

New Blog !


A new blog for a start of a new life !

http://sunriseatdownunder.blogspot.com

Will start writing on that page starting on 11th February.

Stay tuned!