3 days to August

Tbh, I didn't notice how time flies so quick. It's like it was only a week ago when I posted Welcoming July.

Oh well like how people say it, time does not wait for men. When I look at it, I still remember how I was in January. Thinking, "How can I survive another 9 months of school when it's already hard enough to cope on the first month". For me now, I feel like I'm gonna miss this year like how I miss the years before. It's the moments I have with my friends that I'll miss the most. Knowing that I can never go back to the past. I will surely miss it. 

Perhaps this is a wake up call..

Our finals is on September and I think I better start revising all of the topics that I can't understand. To think of it, 2013 is ending.. 2014 will be my final year as a high school student. After 2014, 80% possibility that I'm going to the Philippines to continue my study and that goes to each and everyone of my friends with their own destinations. I hope we'll stay close as how we are now for years to come. I'll miss the crazy moments I had with you guys.

2014, seems like I can't travel that often for this year. It's my SPM year.. Never thought that I would be taking this exam next year.. Oh God. I shall prepare my armor and head for battle. My friends and I are planning to go to Bali once we graduated high school, I hope it'll go on as planned cause I'm pretty excited about this. It's like our farewell party before everyone head for their own path to follow. 

You guys are the best friends I couldn't even have asked for.

Tho not all of my best friends are in this picture but still,

a picture is worth a thousand words.

I can never thank you enough for all the wonderful moments

we've had together. It's been a great pleasure to know you guys.

Reconciliation

"Peace doesn't come freely as told, peace is something earned."

My life has been hectic lately. Perhaps it's because of the act of procrastinating wins over me every single time I want to do something productive. I am trying to change my routine of being unproductive into something better. Things doesn't change in a minute. I'm still trying to cope. I'm afraid that I might lose myself in this mess. Confused and helpless, I'm still trying to figure out what is the right thing to do. Maybe I'm over thinking things or might as well making a fuss out of nothing. I'm trying to find my inner peace. Words mean nothing while actions mean everything. I keep on saying that I want to change but my body resists to accept it. It's like I'm stuck between two orders in my mind. I should take things slow and collect all the missing pieces of myself that I've lost a long time ago. That's it for now.

Thanks for reading =)

20th July

Simple Casual for that day =)

The flower I gave to her that day.

Flying

Credits to the rightful owner of the picture

The path I chose as a career is surrounded with travelling. This is pretty much my passion as I like to visit other places in this beautiful world God made. I still have about a year to prepare myself for SPM (O lvl Malaysian standard) and then InsyaAllah I'm off to the flight academy.

My choice of reference whenever I have any questions about this particular career are my sister who's a pilot-to-be in the Philippines and Captain Lim K.H. Both are pretty helpful for exposing me to the aviation industry. I'd like to say thank you for your help as it's as I said it, helpful.

It may sound like a walk in the park when I say I'm off to the flight academy. Actually, there are loads of things to keep in mind about. The fee for instance, the aviation won't cost you 15K or somewhere around that digit. Oh no that's where you're wrong. It actually costs around 300K-400K in Malaysia but it's cheaper in the Philippines. Around 180-260K. Health test or whatever they call it, there are different classes and different qualifications to pass it. Depending on which type of license you're taking. Actually, the minimum age to apply for SPL (Student Pilot License) is 16. I thought that the flying clubs in Malaysia use the same condition but I was wrong (At least I think I am). They don't do singular license course. They combine SPL with PPL which requires the minimum age of 17 to apply. So I guess I need to wait for another year to be qualified.

To all people out there who are planning to choose the same path I am,

I wish you best of luck and hope to see you in the aviation world.

Thanks for reading =)

Link to Capt. Lim K.H.'s website which might be useful to those

who are interested in becoming a pilot.

Click Here

Welcoming July

"Let go of the past, Hope best for the future,

and cherish the present."

Time flew by fast that I actually lost track of time. Sheesh another 4 months until finishing my form 4 year and another 5 months before my SPM year. I've been unable to control whatever that is is in my schedule. Sad for me actually. Its been a really busy week that's why I couldn't update anything but hey, I am now.

1st July 2013,

This was the day where I performed in front of almost everyone at school and yes, as this was my first performance in front of a huge audience, everything went haywire. Though I failed to deliver my best, I can always try another time. Well as they say it, you won't achieve success without going through failure. As an ex-music student, both piano and vocal, I took it hard because it felt like I disappointed myself. For once I would like to show my parents that the music classes I took weren't something useless but then for this first time live performance, I weren't able to do so. Performing in front of an examiner is different than performing in front of a crowd. Sheesh. Well experience is everything and I learned valuable things from what I've experienced first hand yesterday.

That's what happened on the first day of July. 

I can always try again next year. We won't fail forever unless we give up trying.

Good job to all other students of LY on their performance yesterday.

You did well and don't give up singing. Heh. 

We still have a long way to go so just don't give up and keep trying !

Thanks for reading and have a pleasant month ahead.

Peace.