Obstacles

Obstacles are meant to be either jumped over or destroyed. Whichever the person's choice is in order to continue on. The problem here isn't whether you can do it, its believing yourself and that of your own control of fear. But once you've jumped over that hurdle, everything will seem like nothing. Nothing will be able to stop you from getting what you want.

I have a fear of loneliness. The thought of me being in a foreign country with no relatives nearby and friends scares me a lot. I was questioning myself, of my own capabilities, whether or not I could jump over this obstacle or will I fall into a deep abyss. After the session I had earlier at ASA, it opened my eyes to see that I will have to go through that phase sooner or later. I've made my choice and I will dare to challenge myself, to improve myself. Perhaps things will turn out okay, who knows. But all that I know now is to prepare everything, documents and such and just go with the flow.

You could either choose to stay in the state of loneliness, or explore what lies outside of the cave. I choose to venture onto the unknowns and seek adventures that might lead me to the better side of the island. You may not know your limits until you try and challenge yourself. I guess I'm pretty motivated for today because all of those useless thoughts I had made me feel unprepared for adulthood. Well, it stops today and I'll try to change how my mind thinks bit by bit.

Thanks for reading.