I'm Done

I'm sorry guys, I know I said no more negative post.

I don't think I can do that.

I'm done mending something that was meant to be broken.

I shouldn't waste my time on that because I now know that

no matter how hard I try, it will turn out the same way.

Forgiveness is one thing,

Money is another.

5th Joint Installation Night

I know I'm centuries late to update about this event but

as they say it, its better late than never.

 

Here I am with two beautiful ladies.

Liyana and Neila

 (go check her blog, link is on the right side

of the page "Izushinico")

 

I don't really want to spam you guys with pictures

so I'll just upload the ones that looks good.

Here is me with my best friend, Melissa.

A group photo after the event ended.

All hail Lok Yukians. I know the numbers aren't that great.

We enjoyed each and every moment tho. That is what important.

Thanks for dropping by =)

(don't forget to check the awesome blogger's, neila, blog)

New Moon

Hi guys, I might've been a little short on updates lately.

I would really love to update on what happened last friday night

but then I'll make another distinct post for that event.

I find it quite displeasing to find that my blog is full of negativity.

My apologies on that, I will try and post more onto what matters more,

disregarding my posts about my state of depression.

On second thought, I might delete all previous negative posts that were 

totally unnecessary. I'm just giving you guys a heads up. 

So you guys might be wondering, what does the title of the post means?

In this particular post, the term new moon means I'm starting anew.

To be more exact, I will try to no longer post things that are full of negativity.

I'll try my best for that.

"As the new moon rises, all evil shall vanquish.

The light of the moon will shine over all darkness.

For that, the moon will start anew"

I don't mean anything "witchy" or anything dark

for that quote, I just thought that you guys might get a clearer image

on the term new moon for this post.

Thanks for reading =)

Divergent : The Epic Trilogy Begins

Divergent, Insurgent, Allegiant by Veronica Roth

As most of you might know, I'm not much of a reader. When I buy a novel, it'll eventually ended up untouched for years. I tried to change my habits and somehow a thought popped up in mind. What is it like to read ? You might find this as a stupid question but I'm not joking. I asked myself that out of curiosity because everyone who are reading novels, are somehow different. I want to feel what they feel when reading a novel so I decided to try it myself. In an instant, I asked my friends to suggest me a novel that might spark an interest within me. Everyone has been talking about this trilogy at school, it is called, Divergent. I eagerly asked my father to buy me the trilogy and started reading a few lines of the novel. That few lines ended up being pages, and soon after, chapters. Without noticing, I finished the whole book. Lets start talking about this so called novel.

I really recommend this trilogy to those who are called novel lovers or might as well be a newbie like me. The story tells you about a young girl named Beatrice Prior who's society is divided into 5 factions These 5 factions are made up of people of 5 distinct characters or personality. The first would be Amity, a peace loving faction who are cheerful by nature and lives outside of the wall of the city. They wear red and yellow, bright and cheerful colours I must say. Second would be Dauntless, a fierce and brave faction from which the people are mostly adrenaline junkies. They wear black attires fitted with piercings and tattoos. Third would be Abnegation, this faction, I must say, is full of selfless people. They prefer to put others' needs first than their own. They wear modest clothes and are grey in colour. Forth would be Candor, a faction full of honest people. "Dishonesty is rampant, Dishonesty is temporary, Dishonesty makes evil possible", this is a line from their manifesto. They prefer honesty than lies. I'm not quite sure why. They wear black and white clothing. Last but not least, the one I hate the most would be Erudite. This faction is full of knowledge seeking people, not worth to hate you say ? You should read the novel and find out why. They wear blue as the colour blue has something to do with boosting the brain's capabilities to function well. Every child, by the age of 16, will go through an aptitude test to know which faction do they belong to. They have a choice to stay with their original faction or transfer to the designated faction based on the results of the aptitude test. There is a line, "Faction before blood", which means your loyalty towards your faction should be a priority and to those who refused, will be called out as betrayers. They will be either factionless or killed. Divergent on the other hand, is a term to those who acquire more than 1 result from the aptitude test. This group of people are unpredictable due to their nature. Only they can control themselves. Simulations of any kind will not work on them. This is the main reason why Divergence are dangerous. You should read the novel to know what happens next. It'll take me a long time to explain one by one. 

This is indeed, a very nice trilogy. I really recommend this to you.

If it was up to me, I'd choose dauntless. But probably 80% of us counts as divergent because our personalities are mixed up. We don't have ONE specific dominant personality in us. Maybe some of you do, but not me.

Thanks for reading, enjoy your book.

Irrelevant

Its been awhile since I've updated this blog of mine. 

Its because that I'm either busy doing nothing or I'm too busy doing something. Perks of being me I guess. I went off to work at a local cinema and gained tons of experiences while I'm on the job. Life has been easier for me since I no longer over think that much. I wanna update this post soon with infos of the movies I've watched. There are two I guess. 

Until then, thanks for reading.

True Friend

Isn't it weird that you somehow feel better after breaking down ?
I feel light chested, stress-free, and somehow better.

I don't want to be the kind of person who keeps on posting negative things on blogger but I can't help it. Blogger is the only place I can write everything down. People might judge me but they don't know who I am and the story behind my smile.

I find comfort from friends. I am happy when I see them happy. At least I can have a little taste of warmth, of being welcomed, and cherished whenever I'm with them. I don't normally open up to people because most of society will only judge me directly. But then, people who know the story behind the smile that I put on everyday will understand me well.

I feel like I'm nothing most of the time, I feel like I'm just like hydrogen in the air. I do not  have any function. That changes when I'm with my friends. They make me feel like I'm special, a part of something that they don't want to lose, and most importantly, I can finally feel happy whenever I'm around them. I'm gravely touched from my best friends' birthday wish, they use the term "You're my best friend, I'm thankful to have you in my life." I finally feel like I'm needed, not just a decoration of some sort. I actually mean something to people.

I am in debt to two people, two people that understand my tale well enough to accept me and to always be there for me. The one that chose to cherish me. Listen to everything I say and gain something from it. I can't go to them this time because I don't want to be any burden to them because I know that they're having a rough time too. At least all I can do is offer a helping hand like what they did to me when I needed it. I love you guys so much.

You, you listened to my tale and even though you didn't have anything to say. I know you deeply understood what I was trying to say. You didn't judge me and instead you chose to sacrifice your own needs or ego. We're both in a mess now. I'm here to say that I can always lend you a helping hand whenever you need it. You've been there for me almost every time I needed someone to talk to, this is the least I can do to you. I know I'm a nuisance but I'm glad that you spared your time to listen to my problems. You don't know how much you've helped me along this journey of mine. I'm greatly in debt to you. I can rip off my wings just to let you fly. It saddens me to see you with a broken smile. You've helped to repair mine and I guess I should do the same to you. I'll cherish the moments that I've spent with you and our friends better starting now.

You, you are a different version of me but still, we can relate to each other. Even if the problems we're both facing are different, we can still understand well each other. When I first met you, I never thought that I would be this close to you. We're a Team. Like the fictional characters that we use to somehow relate to, in real life we are still a team. We all have strength deep within but you know you can't possibly stay strong forever. Sometimes you have to break down and regain your strength. You thought that you're alone, well I'm alone too. I'm the Haruno nonetheless. With all that strength you have inside you, you hope to pull everything back to the way it was. To its original state, our friendship I mean. I mean all three of us. You're a blessing in my life, heck you both are. I hope that our friendship will last for years to come.


Thanks for reading this awfully long post. Well it's been a very emotional day for me.
May God Bless You All for reading this post of mine.

1/11/13 Part 2

3/4 of the Sloths United

Best friends of the year =D

Introducing my classmates ; Raimi, Asly, Daphne, Fiona, May

Actually May isn't from our class but who cares. LOL

A so called complete photo of the Sloths United but then it still doesn't count

So many pictures to post, I had to collage a few to reduce the lvl of annoyance.