Thursday, 10 August 2017

Change

Change is inevitable,
Just like how the sun will always shine
As dawn breaks,
As is how the moon will always rise
When dusk arrives.

Colder... You find yourself scrapping off fragments of your heart or what's left from the heart break.
Naked... You feel as if you were stripped off from any last bit of your pride.
Shaking... You feel your hands tremble from the anxiety of knowing.
Tears... They fall one by one. The only source of warmth you feel in your whole body.

What happened?

Trust which was given away that easily have been put into the bin by a person. A person of which you put first all the time. Sacrificing ever last bit just to put a smile on that person's face. You remember a time where you were telling yourself what not to do when you are in love with someone.

1. Never put someone's needs above your own.
2. Never change yourself to be loved by others.
3. Never forget both of the above.

Perhaps what happened before was not enough to leave a now permanent mark in your heart. What happened in the past was forgotten as does how your own words of wisdom started to fade within pages. Not until... Not until you finally get a slap in your own face for not following what you have once said to yourself before.

Time heals

For sure time will heal but a person may or may not forget. Words are spoken weaponry; used unwisely, it could damage a person entirely. For now, I'm still waiting for that moment where I would forget at least a little bit of the pain that was caused to me.

March... April... May...

Time flies doesn't it? It is now August and perhaps just two months more until my birthday. 
A day is just a day now isn't it? As I grow older I find myself to appreciate less on festivities and gatherings.

People just change

You know it in your heart no matter how hard you try to deny it,
People change and you did too...

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