Bruised

Sometimes you just don't know what to feel anymore.
Sometimes you feel like breaking down and never pull yourself back together.
Reality has done its work on you, you feel tired and sick of disappointments.

Your heart is already bruised by the pain from the past.
You think its already healed but yet again you're wrong.

You feel like you're never good enough.
You feel tired of trying to do your best since nobody really appreciates your hard work.

You feel like you've gained your strength to keep on moving,
but instead you fell to your knees with your bleeding heart in your hands.

How foolish can people be?
They can't oversee the faults of people,
they don't realize that you're trying your best,
they let you fall hard on the ground instead.

You know well that you're not worth fighting for,
you're not worth to keep holding on for.

People keep on giving you false hope,
in the end you get hurt instead.

You feel like protecting yourself,
you feel like you want to end this suffering,
in the end you just feel numb.