Wisdom

Wisdom isn't easily obtained. Age doesn't define the depth of someone's wisdom. Wisdom can only be gained from harsh experiences and through mistakes made throughout someone's lifetime. I know I've mentioned before that I would write less about emotions and what not but sometimes you just have to express everything that's bothering you and let go of it. This is what I'm doing here, trying to express myself and what I'm feeling although some feelings can never be put into words. Our vocabulary is limited to the things that are only known to the human population but we as individuals have our own unfathomable feelings. That is probably why one word can never fit one's current certain emotional state or best describe the feelings that they have in their heart.

The more we experience, the more mature we get, the stronger we will ever be. Do not let yourself be fooled by your own fantasy. Letting your fantasy succumb yourself wholly will only hurt yourself. Believing in something that could never be, although its hard, hope is in fact fragile. You know that deep in your heart that this "thing" is just a phase and will not last but you, yourself try to blind your thoughts to make room for hope. Hope is what we need, but when it is risen to its peak, there you let yourself be endangered to all types of destruction. Why do we try to deceive ourselves? Forcing ourselves to believe in something that is there temporarily and that "thing" would end up being our forever? Foolishness is not an excuse as we will always have choice in hand. In order for us to salvage the remaining fragments of our souls, we try our best to not let anyone in this imaginary wall made by our mind. Trust is something that is easily obtained but hard to regain. Like a flower in winter waiting for spring to come, we lock ourselves in this wall in hope that one day the sun will rise and the coldness of winter will vanish to finally bloom like how flowers do in Spring.

I have had gone through enough emotional pain that only myself would know, but no traces of this wound can be seen physically. Everyone is facing their own version of what you call, hell on earth, but not to lower your hope, although darkness may never truly be vanquished, the sun will always rise at dawn.

I'll update on my trip to Australia soon in my next post.
Thank you for reading.