Chapter 2 :
It was 8pm and neither dad or mum was around. Welcome to my
life, people. My hands were itching to contact him. It was a tug of war between
my heart and my brain. My brain was telling me to wait until at least tomorrow
and my heart screamed Go Get Him. I
had nothing else to do and I was feeling dead lonely. I grabbed my iPhone and
typed in his number... He picked up. Amazingly he did. My heart was about to
burst of anxiety. He said hello.
"Hi..? Uhm, Mike?"
"Yeah? Is this Anna?"
I cringed, "Yes. This is Her Royal Highness Princess
Amelia Sienna Dranias.", jokingly so that it didn't sound so serious.
"Well forgive me, Princess, what do I owe you of this
phone call ?"
"I.. I wanna say sorry for what I did earlier, you
drove off so fast I swear you could beat one of those Formula One drivers in an
instant."
He laughed, "I was too overwhelmed for that kiss you
gave me. I didn't know what to do and I was really shy. I'm sorry you thought
of me differently."
"What?! You gotta be kidding me.", I laughed it
out, "I thought you were one of those boys who had girls worshiping them
like a boy band?".
Ladies and gentlemen, the flirting game begins.
"No. That’s so not the type of guy I am. I'm one of
those people who are too afraid to get attached to someone because I can't
handle the pain of heartbreaks."
I remained silent. I never thought that he would be this
fragile.
"Anna?"
"Yes?"
"Let’s talk about something else..."
We continued on talking, small talk for
hours until my parents were homed which was forty minutes past midnight. I
never knew that a guy who seemed so emotionless, pretty much like a living
zombie, could be this sweet and fragile. That’s why they said midnight
conversation meant everything. He asked me to accompany him to the music shop
after school on Friday. I agreed. I was really intoxicated with his presence. I
needed daily doses of him to continue on living. Even if we didn’t have
anything that’s official or anything... yet.
.…………………………
The sun greeted me with a kiss of light ray on my cheeks. I
prepared myself for school as I normally would. I was eager to meet him at
school.
I arrived at school early this time in hope of having a
short conversation with Mike before class started. I waited and waited and the
school bell rang. He was nowhere to be found. I was devastated. My thoughts
wandered off thinking on what happened to him.
A hand smacked my table, it was Mr Parker.
“Anna, have you been paying attention to what I’ve been
saying?”
His eyebrows furrowed.
“Yeah, of course. Why wouldn’t I be?” I laughed nervously.
“Be sure to stay focused when I’m teaching. You won’t be
getting an A if you don’t.”
I nodded.
.................
It was lunchtime and I sat alone at a remote table in the
cafeteria. Suddenly a voice spoke to me.
“Hi, I’m Jillian. You’re new here right?” she gave me an
innocent smile.
“Oh hi ! Yeah I am. My name is Anna. Nice to meet you”
“Yeah. Anna? If you need anything you can always come to me
okay?”
I nodded and smiled as she went over to her friend’s table.
I was pretty much alone the whole day at school. Being the new girl sucks.
…………………
I went home as soon as the bell rang. There was no reason
for me to stick around. I went to my room and checked the phone that I left
behind and saw 10 miscalls from Mike. What
happened to him? I didn’t know whether to call him straightaway or maybe
wait for him to call me back. My heart pounded so strong I could hear my
heartbeat pounding in my ears. I was just about to press the call button when
his name came up on the screen. I answered the call. I heard him sobbing from
the other side.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I need you right now. I need someone. I want you by my
side. I feel like my heart has been pierced by thousands of needles.”
“What happened? Tell me. It’s alright. I’m here now.” I felt
something heavy in my heart.
“I fought with my parents. I wanted to leave. I just didn’t
have the courage to.”
“It’s okay now. Do you know what I would do if I were you? I
would write everything down on a piece of paper and just keep it sealed. It
helps sometimes.”
“Really?” His voice started to clear up.
“Really.”
We talked some more. I tried to cheer him up by singing to
him and I actually did it. It felt good to know you helped someone because it would
have the same effect on you. My life wasn’t always the way it is now. I used to
have bonding times with parents like normal families would. We went out
together on weekends and spent the nights at home eating home-cooked meals.
Everything changed 5 years ago. The point where mum was given a promotion to
become a part of the board member of the company and dad was stationed
somewhere far from home. In the end, dad had to fly all over the country for
his job at least thrice a month and mum having meetings all the time. That left
me alone, parentless, scarred with disappointments of failed promises and that
had me diagnosed with depression. I may seem carefree and all but I could never
be free from all wounds.
The sun slid down from the sky and the moon was glowing
bright that night. I called again to check up on him. He sounded better now. He
reminded me excitedly about the plans on Friday. I said okay. He sung to me a
lullaby as a thank you for being there for him earlier that day. My heart
melted like sweet ice-cream under the afternoon sun. His voice was so soft and
so inviting. Is he a male siren or
something?
Weird how his personality was different from his appearance.
He wished me good night and I bid farewell.
I could live to this, I thought to myself before heading to dreamland.
……………….
It was Friday. The day didn't come any sooner. My hands were
sweating and anxiety was about to kick in. He asked me to wait for him in front
of this old big tree near the school's entrance. I felt ugly because it’s been
centuries since I've shopped for anything that’s in trend and I felt like the
clothes I was wearing was from the middle ages. I wore this laced shirt with a
black skirt and to complete the wardrobe, a decent black heels that was worn at
least once, I think. I tied my hair into a ponytail so that I hope it'd make
any difference. Five minutes later, a blue truck came in with a gorgeous guy
wearing a black tee and khakis. I overheard the heaven's bells ringing from
above telling me an angel came to greet me. We were destined to be together.
That, I'm not sure of.
He opened the door for me, it was so freaking cute the way
that he knew how to be a gentleman. He
mentioned, "A princess should always let the man open the door for her and
in return, she must give him a kiss.". He was just kidding, I was sure of
it. I just giggled and went into his car. The sweet scent of raspberry was
driving me crazy and the best thing was, he kept his car clean and neat. He
closed his door and the engine started with a poof. It was awkward at first but
he made me feel comfortable. I love that about him.
"Anna ?"
I partially smiled, " Yeah?"
"You look beautiful."
My heart melted and blood rose to my cheeks. I didn't have
the power to control my happiness that I grinned so long after he said that.
"You don't look too bad yourself." well I was
obviously lying. He was hot like the Saharan dessert added with the flames from
the sun and the magma from below.
He smiled in return. I tried my best to not make any eye
contact with him. I didn't want to be mesmerized by his blue eyes like how I did
on my second day. That was embarrassing.
It took him about ten minutes to drive to the place he
mentioned. It looked kind of old style but still, I heard that this ones the
best in the city. He held my hands when I get off the car. The shop was peaceful,
in a way that mostly don't. He called me over to this one aisle. He used the
demo player to listen to the song he wanted me to hear. He put the headphones
just nicely on me. He asked,
"Ready ?"
I nodded, he pressed
the play button. The song played was an OST from this old movie, the title was
I’ll Be I think. It was a sweet song. I hummed to the rhythm and unexpectedly,
he pulled me close and he pressed my lips against his. Right there. In public.
With everyone looking. I didn't bother them because I was in cloud nine. It
felt like a dream. Our lips parted, we both grinned. I just stared at his blue
eyes that now seemed lighter and full of life. He held my hands and led me back
to the car.
"What's next ?", I smiled in hope of more sweet
surprises.
"Next ? We're going to the park."
I couldn't help but to stare at his face when he's driving.
I never thought, especially after what he told me earlier, that he would
actually kiss me, especially in public. My thoughts drifted off and the sound
from the radio faded. We were at a beach in the summer time. The sand was warm
and the sun was way up in the sky. There was nobody except for the two of us
there. I pointed at the soaring seagulls and there he knelt, "If it would
take forever to know you, and to earn your trust, I would give up my lifetime
in exchange. To have you by my side is a gift that will cost a miracle to
happen. Amelia Sienna Dranias, I am here to ask for your hand in marri-".
The image blurred out and I was back in reality. Seemed like I drifted off to
far this time. I have such wild imaginations.
"Hello ?", waving his hand as he did when I first hallucinated. I was
lost for a minute there. "You daydream a lot now don't you Miss Dranias
?", he giggled. "Yeah I do, and most of them are about you getting
eaten by sharks". He grinned knowing that it was sarcasm.
By then I looked outside the window of his truck, I saw
leaves falling ever so elegantly with lakes that were calm, untouched. I asked
him why are we here, he explained that he wanted to show me the part of Chicago
that he loved. He took my hand and we strolled along the walkway. Kids were
playing and laughing with their family. I wish I could spend time with my
family like how they did. Mike saw my expressions changed and asked why. I
explained that my family used to be all loving and caring but then that was
once upon a time ago. Things changed and people changed. I became a loner ever
since. We sat down on an old bench near the lake. He enveloped me with his arms
and comforted me.
"Life isn’t fair sometimes. In order for you to achieve
something, you have to sacrifice another.” I nodded and rested my head on his
shoulders and just enjoyed his warmth. It’s good to have someone that
understands you wholly. We talked hours long before it was time for me to go.
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